The fairy is on fire again, but she has passed away.

The original most characters produce the most characters.

When Chen Xiaoxu was 15 years old, he set out to write an epitaph for his family.

Because my father loves to drink, three meals a day, every meal does not fall. Chen Xiaoxu was deeply resentful, so he wrote to his father: "There is an authentic old white stem buried here";

Mother loves to sleep, she will fall asleep when playing mahjong, and she also loves to sleep when riding a car. As soon as Chen Xiaoxu turned her eyes, she opened her mouth: "Her wish before her death was to sleep, and she finally got it";

Because my sister loves drawing, but she hasn’t drawn anything yet. Chen Xiaoxu wanted to comfort her, so he wrote, "There is a future painter buried here.".

In the eyes of his family, Chen Xiaoxu, a queer man, is full of tricks, which often makes people laugh and cry.

As for her own epitaph, maybe she was tired, maybe she was shy, and she said vaguely:

"There is a great woman buried here."

Who would have thought that sister Lin, a hundred years ago, had become a fashionable girl today.

Some time ago, "Lin Daiyu’s crazy literature" was once popular on the internet, and today, there is still a residual temperature.

Netizens imitate sister Lin’s tone, angry about their work, spitting out their boyfriends, and they are also clever in their anger:

"I get a little salary anyway, and I have to call people around 24 hours?"

"He’s probably tired, and he’s so perfunctory to me" …

The "innovation" of classical literature in the real situation has made Lin Daiyu become a contemporary emotional spokesperson.

More specifically, it is Lin Daiyu played by Chen Xiaoxu.

It has been 15 years since Chen Xiaoxu passed away, but people have never forgotten her.

On May 14th, the video of her speech at Peking University in 2006 was dug out from the dusty corner by netizens and transported to the video website, which attracted millions of viewers.

At that time, at the age of 41, she talked about her understanding of Lin Daiyu in her speech, revealing her endless admiration and love for the girl in the book.

She said, "If I were to write the last forty chapters of Lin Daiyu, she would never die with a kind of resentment and a kind of regret. Lin Daiyu’s life has come to pay her wish, and her wish has been fulfilled. "

This sentence is her understanding of Lin Daiyu, but it also seems to reflect Chen Xiaoxu’s own life.

Chen Xiaoxu’s speech in Peking University in 2006.

Talking about Lin Daiyu’s part

In the second year after the speech, Chen Xiaoxu cut his hair and became a monk, with a wonderful name. Three months later, she died of breast cancer in Shenzhen at the age of 42.

In the third year of Mengmeng in the Red Chamber, the fate of Chen Xiaoxu and Lin Daiyu was firmly tied together from before birth to after death.

A character is obsessed all his life, and life is like a dream, a play and an illusion …

In 1965, Anshan, Liaoning.

Wang Yuanxi, a pregnant Peking Opera actor, suddenly had a dream: an old man stood in front of her and said the name of the child in her belly was Chen Yefen.

The word in the middle is a horrible prefix with a word "ye" added below it, which can’t be found anywhere in Chinese dictionaries.

Surprised, she told her husband, Chen Qiang, and asked him to find out what the word meant. A fortune-teller told them that this is the nickname of a kind of grass in the south, which has not experienced wind and rain and hit lightly.

"This life is a life of Lin Daiyu, and it will be sad for life."

No parents want their children to be born miserable, so do Chen Qiang and his wife.

Later, when the child was born in the early morning, the couple looked out the window at the rising sun and gave their daughter a name: Chen Xiaoxu.

This day is October 29, "a sister Lin fell from the sky, like a light cloud just coming out of the cave."

Chen Xiaoxu childhood photo

Chen Xiaoxu has loved beauty since he was a child, and his temper is full of strange things.

She will use red paper to write couplets, soak it in water, then paint it on her face, and draw two eyebrows like black strips.

She wears this dress to make public at home, and thinks she is Li Tiemei in The Red Lantern.

In the eyes of her family, she looks more like a village head dancing yangko.

The image of Li Tiemei in A red lantern

In 1978, at the age of 13, Chen Xiaoxu joined the Anshan Acrobatic Troupe under the arrangement of his family.

Chen Xiaoxu, who loves beauty, is unwilling. Every time she practices pedal cylinder, she feels her legs are getting thicker and wider.

But she didn’t tell the head directly. When practicing, she deliberately pushed the cylinder forward, conveying to the head an illusion that "I can never learn".

After a while, there was a jingle in the group: "Xiao Xu pedaled the cylinder, and people were worried."

This unbearable experience didn’t last long, and before long, the acrobatic troupe was dissolved. In 1979, 14-year-old Chen Xiaoxu entered Anshan Opera Troupe.

As if destiny takes a hand, she embarked on the road of being an actress.

Chen Xiaoxu (first from right) and his family.

During my four years working in the Drama Troupe, the protagonist’s aura didn’t shine on Chen Xiaoxu.

Most of the time, she can only help, spinning around in small roles on the edge of the stage.

In 1982, at the age of 17, she got the chance to star in the TV series "Family Style", playing the "big sister" of the hero, with a few shots.

Soon, this role, which only showed a few faces, was long forgotten in the depths of time.

"Family Style" Chen Xiaoxu plays the big sister

In those silent days, Chen Xiaoxu put himself in the book.

She has been different from her peers since she was a child. She doesn’t care about the flattery or ridicule of her classmates.

Because Chen Xiaoxu is beautiful since she was a child, many boys will deliberately provoke her. On the way to school, Chen Xiaoxu is often thrown a stone behind her back, and the stone hits her on the head. She is still just like nothing.

She doesn’t run away or get angry. Even after returning home, my mother can see blood marks when she looks through her hair.

The tricks between these children will not affect Chen Xiaoxu’s mood at all. In her mind, the students at school are all passers-by, and she has her own mentor.

Her mentor is Cao Xueqin and her mentor is Lin Daiyu.

During school, Chen Xiaoxu first came into contact with A Dream of Red Mansions, which surprised him. She pondered over the sentimental sister Lin in the book, and the more she read it, the more she felt that she was very close to her personality and mood.

She is as clever as ice and snow as Lin Daiyu and as talented as a girl.

When Chen Xiaoxu was 14 years old, he once published a small poem in the newspaper, including "I am a catkin"-

I am a catkin/I grew up in a beautiful spring/Because my parents abandoned me prematurely/I became a bosom friend with Chunfeng.

I am a catkin/born carefree and carefree/My father is the vast sky/My mother is the boundless earth.

I am a catkin/Don’t ask where my home is/May the spring breeze blow me to the ends of the earth/I will bring the news of spring to the corners of the earth.

Coincidentally, she, a close friend in another time and space, also used "catkins" to express her feelings at a poetry meeting in late spring-

The powder falls into Baihuazhou, and the fragrance remains in the swallow house. Group by group into a ball.

Wandering is like a thin life, empty and romantic.

The grass and trees also know the sorrow, but the youth is bald. Sigh, who will pick it up and collect it in this life?

Marry Dong Fengchun regardless, go by yourself, and endure stay for a long time.

At this time, I’m afraid Chen Xiaoxu wouldn’t have thought that she had a deeper entanglement with this "friend".

It was 1983, an early summer evening.

The sunset glow outside the window was like fire. The sunset secretly sent a beam of light to the window lattice, and 18-year-old Chen Xiaoxu leaned against the light to study. Her boyfriend came up against the light and put a copy of "Popular TV" in front of Chen Xiaoxu.

Chen Xiaoxu opened the magazine and saw the news that the cast of A Dream of Red Mansions was recruiting actors all over the country.

When her boyfriend asked Chen Xiaoxu to write to the crew, Chen Xiaoxu was reluctant at first, thinking that "there are so many people in China that no one would notice an unknown little girl".

Later, under the persuasion of her boyfriend, she made up her mind to write a cover letter of more than ten pages and attached her own photos. On the back of the photo, Chen Xiaoxu attached the poem he wrote when he was 14 years old on a whim.

She just wants to play Lin Daiyu.

Online transmission of Chen Xiaoxu’s self-recommended photos

It is worth mentioning that this boyfriend later became Chen Xiaoxu’s first husband. His name is Bi Yanjun. In 2021, he played Gu Hongming in The Awakeing Age.

It was this poem after Chen Xiaoxu’s photo that made director Wang Fulin notice her in the vast sea of people.

Bi Yanjun and Chen Xiaoxu.

The preparation of the 87th edition of A Dream of Red Mansions can be said to be an eventful one.

The drama was controversial before it was broadcast. Some scholars openly said that "cultural treasures should not be spoiled", and some people in the system sent advice, warning Dai Linfeng, then deputy director of CCTV, who advocated remaking the TV series, "don’t make trouble for yourself".

A Dream of Red Mansions is a complex and a beautiful dream in the hearts of Chinese people. As one of the soul figures in A Dream of Red Mansions, Lin Daiyu can’t tolerate any ambiguity.

Wang Fulin, the director under great pressure, set a few dead rules for himself at the beginning of casting.

One is temperament: I would rather look a little worse, but between gestures, I must have Lin Daiyu’s feeling of "weak willows and strong winds"; The second is talent.

Chen Xiaoxu in the cover letter, weighing only 83 kg, has a slim figure and a quiet temperament.

In addition, most of the actors at that time did not read the original work in full, and more people learned the story of A Dream of Red Mansions through comic books.

And Chen Xiaoxu talked about her understanding of books in her letter, not to mention this little poem attached to the letter, and her talent was also revealed.

Director Wang Fulin (third from right)

So, on the sixth day after Chen Xiaoxu sent this letter, she received a reply from Director Wang Fulin, asking her to go to Beijing for an interview.

However, the ugly words are also said in the front: "Take care of yourself. If you are not selected, the travel expenses will not be reimbursed."

Chen Xiaoxu was cruel and sneaked out without telling the regiment and got on the bus to Beijing.

Two days later, I arrived in Beijing. First, she answered nearly 100 questions about A Dream of Red Mansions from two interview teachers, and then she got the opportunity to meet the director.

The next morning, it was raining heavily.

When Chen Xiaoxu arrived at the interview site, his clothes were all wet and his hair was glued to his face, describing his embarrassment.

She was depressed and felt that she must have screwed up the interview this time, but she remained calm on the surface.

After a few words with Wang Dao, Wang Dao sent her into the elevator and told her, "Keep the train ticket well so that it can be reimbursed next time."

This sentence, to the original despair Chen Xiaoxu continued a sigh of relief.

Wang Fulin and Chen Xiaoxu.

Back in Anshan, she was waiting day after day, quietly reading A Dream of Red Mansions. She waited from autumn to winter, and by the end of winter, she had turned over the Dream of Red Mansions twice and made a big notebook.

Finally, spring has come.

One day, the head of the troupe called Chen Xiaoxu to the regiment, and a good news was waiting for her:

"I have signed a contract for you for half a year on behalf of CCTV and China TV drama production center. On April 1, you went to Beijing to report for a training class for actors of the TV series A Dream of Red Mansions."

The good news suddenly hit her head, and Chen Xiaoxu quickly asked, "Who will play Lin Daiyu?"

She was relieved to learn that the role had not been decided and would be produced in the three-month training course.

She still only wants to play Lin Daiyu.

"I have countless beautiful dreams, and the most beautiful one started here …"

Chen Xiaoxu used this beginning to describe his time in a Dream of Red Mansions.

In April 1984, more than 100 boys and girls gathered in Yuanmingyuan, Beijing, and began a three-month training course.

They get up early every day, practice walking, paying respects, bowing down and other etiquette in the square downstairs, and learn various skills such as piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, with only one purpose-

Make yourself as ancient as possible.

Video interview on the training class of A Dream of Red Mansions

Because the role has not been decided, all of them concentrate on their studies, and then perform sketches suitable for this role according to their own wishes. Almost all the actors will change their wishes in the middle: Baochai, who played xiren, and Daiyu, who played Qin Keqing.

Only Chen Xiaoxu is different. She said to the director, "I am Lin Daiyu. If I play other roles, the audience will think that Lin Daiyu is playing the role of another girl. "

She is extremely determined about the role of "Lin Daiyu", never settling for second best, and the facts are enough to prove her right.

Everyone was surprised when Yang Shuyun, the makeup artist of the play, dressed as Chen Xiaoxu and walked out of the dressing room in a light blue dress.

Like, too like.

From left to right: Costumers Shi Yanqin, Chen Xiaoxu and Makeup Artist Yang Shuyun.

"Two bends are like frowning eyebrows, and a pair of eyes are like weeping." It seems that Lin Daiyu in the book came alive. So, Wang Fulin decided to let Chen Xiaoxu play Lin Daiyu.

This year, Chen Xiaoxu was 19 years old, and she finally stood with Lin Daiyu across time and space.

Chen Xiaoxu is a confidant and a fan of Lin Daiyu.

Ouyang Fenqiang, who plays the role of Jia Baoyu, is the second student of the training course, coming a little later than Chen Xiaoxu.

After setting the role, Chen Xiaoxu took the initiative to find Ouyang Fenqiang, but the two young people just met, so they were very formal.

On the way back to the residence, in order to get familiar with it as soon as possible, Chen Xiaoxu took the initiative to talk to Ouyang Fenqiang: "How is the character analysis?" Who knows, this question has caused contradictions.

Ouyang Fenqiang and Chen Xiaoxu said, "I didn’t like Lin Daiyu when I was reading." Chen Xiaoxu heart a tight, busy asking why.

Ouyang Fenqiang said: "(She) is too narrow-minded. Baoyu really married her, and his nerves can’t stand it."

When this came out, it was a stab to Chen Xiaoxu’s lamella. She can’t stand anyone saying that Lin Daiyu is not good, so she immediately flew into a rage:

"You can’t appreciate her beauty at all, but she’s just an ordinary person. You think that Baoyu of yours is cute, merciful everywhere, and an obscure and pan-lover. It’s strange how Daiyu fell in love with him. "

After a punch line, Ouyang Fenqiang felt ashamed and had to blink: "My sister is so powerful that she can’t win or lose."

Chen Xiaoxu and Ouyang Fenqiang.

Perhaps no discord, no concord, but after this "war", the relationship between Chen Xiaoxu and Ouyang Fenqiang became harmonious.

Dozens of teenage boys and girls gather together in a pile, and it is natural to have fun at ordinary times. And Chen Xiaoxu is full of tricks. When everyone wants to play tricks on others, they all come to her as a strategist.

As it happens, the director thinks that Ouyang Fenqiang is too serious to be like a playboy Jia Baoyu, so he is asked to do two "exquisite pranks" in the crew every day.

As a result, the two hit it off, and the rest of the crew suffered.

In this way, playing, making fun, learning and accompanying, they had a wonderful time in the Grand View Garden.

At that time, the ingenuity of the film and television circle was still there, the network traffic had not yet arrived, and the actors also had the professional pursuit of Excellence.

It was an era when the material was not abundant, but the artistic soil had not been touched too much by commercial capital.

Chen Xiaoxu (left) is in the crew of A Dream of Red Mansions.

September 10, 1984, at the foot of Huangshan Mountain, on Taiping Lake.

At that time, 19-year-old Chen Xiaoxu boarded a temporary refitted old wooden boat, and she played Lin Daiyu sitting by the window, with tears in her eyes, beautiful flowers shining on the water and weak willows supporting the wind.

This is the scene of Lin Daiyu going north by boat, and it is also the first scene of the cast of A Dream of Red Mansions.

Since then, the dream of the red chamber has been intoxicated for life.

In A Dream of Red Mansions, Daiyu appeared in the scene.

Raise your head, hook your hand, look back and smile.

Chen Xiaoxu’s smiles and every move are like the dreamer in the book.

As for the reason, there is nothing but getting into the play.

If you are an ordinary actor, you can only "play" Lin Daiyu, and Chen Xiaoxu has turned himself into Lin Daiyu.

Or maybe she is Lin Daiyu.

Fragment of "Daiyu Burning Manuscript"

The scene of "Daiyu Burying Flowers" was filmed in March of the lunar calendar, which coincided with the rainy season in Suzhou.

The rain in Suzhou is lingering for half a month. The location of the crew was in Xiangxue Sea, but the plum blossom never opened because of the low temperature.

Everyone is eagerly looking forward to it, waiting for the flowers to bloom like waiting for the birth of a new life. Finally, the plum blossom opened, and the crew grasped the scenery, built a stone bridge and piled up Hua Zhong. Everything was ready, only shooting was needed.

Who knows, just the night before the shooting, a sudden heavy rain made Chen Xiaoxu sleep badly all night. She wondered all night whether those flowers could withstand such wind and rain.

The next day, when she arrived at the scene, she was dying everywhere. Plum blossoms were knocked down in the mud by the heavy rain, and she instantly connected with Lin Daiyu at that time:

"Let’s see the spring flowers gradually fall, that is, when the beauty dies of old age, no sad songs for me, I don’t know whether the flowers fall or die."

She put on her costume, shouldered the flower hoe, and walked from the camera to the outside along the colorful path.

Later, Chen Xiaoxu recalled this moment, and she wrote: "Even after more than 200 years, your sad sob should still be in my ears, and your sad poems still make my heart tremble."

"Daiyu Buries Flowers" Classic Bridge Section

During the three-year filming, they went to 219 scenic spots in 41 regions of 10 provinces and cities to shoot, and spent a total of 6.8 million yuan, which was the most expensive and costly TV series at that time.

In order to meet the needs of shooting, the crew even set up a garden faithful to the original work of A Dream of Red Mansions-Grand View Garden in Beijing under the guidance of red scientists, ancient architects and Qing historians.

This intention naturally touched the audience: after the 87 th edition of A Dream of Red Mansions was broadcast, it was replayed more than 700 times in more than 20 years.

And Lin Daiyu, played by Chen Xiaoxu, was constantly chewed, tasted and even deified in this repeated screening.

Yang Shuyun, the makeup artist of A Dream of Red Mansions, once publicly said: "No one can play Lin Daiyu and surpass Chen Xiaoxu."

Chen Xiaoxu plays the role of Lin Daiyu.

The three years in the Grand View Garden were the days when Chen Xiaoxu had the most sense of belonging. The three years from A Dream of Red Mansions were her most confused life.

"A Dream of Red Mansions showed me a wonderful world, and then it closed the door to me, so I couldn’t make more progress in my acting career."

After filming A Dream of Red Mansions, she once played Cousin Mei in Family Spring and Autumn, but she just looked left and right, and was still the shadow of Lin Daiyu.

Stills of "Family Spring and Autumn"

In 1987, she married Bi Yanjun, but the married life was not as sweet as expected.

At that time, Chen Xiaoxu followed the crew of A Dream of Red Mansions to perform in acupoints, sing theme songs and shoot commercials, with little income; And Bi Yanjun has just graduated from Shanghai Theatre Academy, not to mention his career achievements.

The two were financially strapped and moved home in two or three years.

In the day-to-day trivial troubles and conflicts between the two sides’ personalities, it didn’t take long for the two to choose a peaceful separation.

Chen Xiaoxu and Deng Jie have filmed commercials.

It is also the only advertisement shot in Chen Xiaoxu.

Chen Xiaoxu is like a catkin on a Beijing street, with no foundation and no way out.

At this time, it coincided with the fever of going abroad, and Chen Xiaoxu also had this idea. Only after going to Germany for three months, she returned to Beijing: "My English is not good and my personality is not suitable."

In Beijing, she and her friends borrowed the west wing of a quadrangle with an area of less than 10 square meters. On a summer evening, it’s even muggier in the house than outside.

Chen Xiaoxu’s father, Chen Qiang, came from Anshan to see her and saw Chen Xiaoxu holding a book, sitting in the sun in the west, reading it with relish.

Her father brought her 4000 yuan, and Chen Xiaoxu was overjoyed: "Dad, you really saved my life."

Chen Qiang’s heart ached when he listened. He couldn’t figure out why his daughter had to ask for it.

Because around 1990, a company in Shandong offered 600,000 yuan to buy Chen Xiaoxu’s portrait right, but she just didn’t sell it.

She is willing to squeeze into a small room in Beijing, buy only half a pig’s trotters, and ride a bicycle when she can’t afford a bus.

Chen Xiaoxu’s bones, and Lin Daiyu’s lofty.

Chen Xiaoxu and Deng Jie at that time.

Fortunately, the opportunity will come soon.

The 1990s was a watershed in the advertising industry.

Prior to this, the advertising industry implemented the approval system, and there were generally only two or three advertising companies in a city. Moreover, there were not many production companies and broadcast platforms at that time, and professional advertising talents were rare.

In 1991, several students from the photography department of Beijing Film Academy wanted to shoot their graduation work "Black Grapes", and they found Chen Xiaoxu after many twists and turns. Because of this work, Chen Xiaoxu got to know Hao Tong, who is also her second husband in the future.

Chen Xiaoxu and Hao Tong.

Not long after, Hao Tong was surprised to learn that the Great Wall Advertising Company was going to contract with other countries, so he took Chen Xiaoxu to participate in the bidding.

Chen Xiaoxu had no idea at all, but when she arrived at the scene, the person in charge of the other party recognized her at a glance: "There can only be one entrusted legal person. We don’t know others, but we know Lin Daiyu."

In this way, Chen Xiaoxu’s star aura suddenly made her step on the road of advertising.

Just like Chen Xiaoxu said, "A Dream of Red Mansions opened a window for me and closed another window for me. I couldn’t get in, so I had to open up a new road, but unexpectedly found that it led to a more beautiful distance. "

In 1993, "China Industrial and Commercial News" publicly announced for the first time that "private advertising companies can run", and countless advertising companies began to emerge in an instant. This year was called China Advertising Year.

In 1996, Chen Xiaoxu left her original company and set up her own CB advertising company. Her life entered a second brand-new chapter.

Chen Xiaoxu is in the office.

Lin Daiyu in the book is brilliant, and Chen Xiaoxu naturally has an irresistible spirituality.

Every time the company has a meeting with Party A, the company will generally give a number of alternatives, and Chen Xiaoxu is often involved. Coincidentally, customers often choose Chen Xiaoxu’s ideas.

For example, the well-known phrase "the show of a noble family, five grains of spring" is Chen Xiaoxu’s own work.

"Wuliangchun" advertisement produced by Chen Xiaoxu.

In 2004, in the "China Advertising Billboard" evaluation, Chen Xiaoxu was named "30 Outstanding Female Advertisers in China". In 2005, she was awarded the title of "Man of the Year in China Economy" by World Manager Weekly.

In 2006, the turnover of CB advertising reached nearly 200 million yuan, and the honors it won were countless.

Chen Xiaoxu’s life has reached the second high point, but no one expected that she was jealous.

On February 23, 2007, a piece of news was born, which broke the ground-

Chen Xiaoxu, 42, became a monk at Xinglong Temple in Baiguo, Changchun.

She also divided all her assets into three parts: one for her family, one for the temple and the other for charity.

For a while, almost all the media were reporting the news, and public opinion was in an uproar.

Chen Xiaoxu tonsure scene

Speculation about the reason why Chen Xiaoxu became a monk is endless. No one can understand that this female president, who is worth hundreds of millions, suddenly died and chose the life of the ancient temple.

On February 26th, three days after Chen Xiaoxu became a monk, some media revealed that he was in an empty net because he was seriously ill. However, Chen Xiaoxu denied this statement. She said: "Being a monk is not a passive recluse, but a more positive life choice."

As early as March 2006, Chen Xiaoxu felt unwell, and in May of the same year, she was diagnosed with breast cancer.

The conversion to Buddhism is much earlier.

It was 1999. At this time, Chen Xiaoxu’s career was booming, but her life was still at a loss. She attributed this mentality to her lack of wisdom: "If a person is confused, it is usually his lack of wisdom. If he can clearly understand what he should do, then he will not be confused."

By chance, in a friend’s car, she heard a video of Buddhist scriptures explained by a mage.

Later, Chen Xiaoxu found this mage, who taught her Buddhism. Since then, she has become a very devout Buddhist.

After 2000, Chen Xiaoxu had morning and evening classes every day, ranging from one or two hours to five or six hours. Reading, listening and copying classics have become the most important parts of her daily life.

It is precisely because of his conversion to Buddhism that Chen Xiaoxu refused any surgical treatment after he became ill: "If I am treated by western medicine, then I will choose to die."

Chen Xiaoxu, who has been pursuing perfection all her life, doesn’t want to return to the loess with her body changed by medical equipment in the last stage of her life, although her thoughts are really stupid and lamentable now.

But this is Chen Xiaoxu, who said, "It’s better to be clean and clean than to be trapped in a ditch".

On March 31st, 2007, in order to continue his practice, Chen Xiaoxu left Changchun for Shenzhen.

By this time, the cancer cells had spread all over her body, and all actions could only rely on crutches and wheelchairs. The local humid and sultry climate has made Chen Xiaoxu, who is extremely weak, suffer a sharp deterioration.

Her family found a doctor in Beijing and prescribed Chinese medicine for her. Father Chen Jiang took the doctor from Beijing to Shenzhen, forcing Chen Xiaoxu to take medicine, and Chen Xiaoxu would rather die than eat. I didn’t start drinking medicine until I was persuaded by the mage.

One day, Chen Xiaoxu suddenly stopped his father: "Dad, no matter what happens to me in the future, you must not be sad with my mother."

Chen Qiang listen to the in the mind uncomfortable, hurriedly put words bifurcation in other words in the past. Chen Xiaoxu was adamant and simply said, "Dad, I want to die."

Chen Qiang was anxious: "Don’t talk nonsense. If you die, let the world say what you are."

Chen Xiaoxu said, "It doesn’t matter, whatever you look at. Even if they scold me, they can get some experience, which is a merit. "

By the end of April, Chen Xiaoxu was as thin as a bone, with only over 30 kilograms left.

At 6: 57 on May 13th, 2007, she left at the age of 42.

After Chen Xiaoxu’s death, the number of breast cancer patients in the hospital increased by 40%.

She was born at sunrise and died before the spring flowers fell.

From then on, there was Chen Xiaoxu in the sky, and there was no Lin Daiyu on earth.

After Chen Xiaoxu died, her family and friends held a memorial service for her.

Yang Shuyun, the makeup artist of A Dream of Red Mansions, went to the memorial service early. When he arrived, the staff had just put out Chen Xiaoxu’s poster frame.

When he walked to the front of the poster rack, Chen Xiaoxu’s photo suddenly turned over to him, which made him shout for the staff. The venue in my memory was very quiet, and there was no sound of wind. Everyone was at a loss as to how the poster rack could fall down.

Later, he recalled that moment, and he said, "I know, Xiaoxu came to meet me."

On that day, many people from the cast of A Dream of Red Mansions spontaneously came to see Chen Xiaoxu off.

At the memorial service, Ouyang Fenqiang didn’t say much, but left a sentence in the guest book: "Xiao Xu, I miss you".

Chen Xiaoxu memorial service site

After the memorial service, Chen Xiaoxu’s father got up at night and often saw his wife lying on the railing on the second floor, staring straight at Chen Xiaoxu’s bedroom.

The light in the bedroom is always on, and sometimes the light flashes when the circuit is not in good contact.

Chen Xiaoxu’s mother looked at the lamp and muttered something to herself. Father listened closely, only to hear what she said: "Xiaoxu, if you come back, just flash the light and we will talk. I miss you."

One night, the lights suddenly stopped flashing.

Mother rushed back to her bedroom and wailed at her father:

"Xiaoxu won’t come back."

Some references:

1, "Lu Yu You Yue" | Chen Xiaoxu’s private story

2, Beijing Satellite TV "BTV Show" | Forever Chen Xiaoxu

3, Beijing Satellite TV "Archives" | Chen Xiaoxu One Pillow Dream Red Mansion

4. CCTV | 87 and 07 versions of A Dream of Red Mansions seem to be controversial all over the sky.

5, "Popular TV" | Interpretation of the mystery of Chen Xiaoxu’s "high-profile" becoming a monk

6, Sina Entertainment | Chen Xiaoxu Fang Soul Long Speech Xiaoxiang Pavilion The world feels buried in flowers

7. Golden Goat Network | 87 version of "Dream of Red Mansions" Actor Status: The powder was fragrant in the past and now it is white.

8. Xi ‘an Daily | "Sister Lin" Chen Xiaoxu died.

9. Chen Xiaoxu’s "Three Years in a Dream" in "Bao Dai Hua Hong Lou"

10. CCTV Art Life | A Dream of Red Mansions Reunion

Image source: Network, program screenshots, etc. Original title: "The fairy is on fire again, but has left the world"

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